Life so far...

So here I am....after a long time..finding my way back to writing and blogging...so much has happened since my last post....I got graduated, went on a long holiday and came back to find that things don't remain the same as you left them.

I haven't entered the professional world as of yet; not because of lack of offers but the lack of the right ones. I'm hoping to start working by the start of the new year and Inshallah it will be Worth the wait. One thing about waiting is that people always end-up taking the wrong way. Why is she not hired? Are her parents forcing her to do that? Did she end-up with a bad GPA? and there are many other twisted questions I can write down but it will seriously end up being a waste of space for this post.

What's wrong with waiting??? My parents don't mind it, and It's much better than being in a bad work environment that may ruin you forever professionally and give you scars that you will carry to all the good places you move to later on in life. Or a job that you can never do justice to simply because you are more worried about the traffic and concerned about arriving on time and leaving ahead of it simply to not have to get stuck in traffic. But it isn't about the pressure of me finding a job...in fact it's just the beginning, cause once you find a job I'm sure they're gonna be back to pressure me to find a husband....and after finding one it's the pressure to have babies and the pressure keeps going on and on and on as the vicious cycle continues.

I try not to let them get through to me but I do admit that there are moments of weakness where you can't help but simply give in, after all you're no angel....you're simply a human.
I thought of this phase of my life way ahead...fearing the unknown despite knowing what you want, but as you all may know life doesn't always go the way you plan for it and all we can do is keep the smile and the spirit alive.....